I’ve been wired for a couple of days. Getting through it. Getting those last things done. Sick. Home sick. Tired. Ready for my own bed, my own space. (Your arms around me.) So today I crashed. My bags are packed, I’m ready to go. I’m waiting for the taxi. The sky is grey and the random playlist I chose on M’s iTunes offers a perfect stream of introspection.
‘Would you lie with me and just forget the world’*
And I just feel sad and a little removed. Like if I can just get through the next couple of hours, I’ll be ok. That this lonely feeling is just the grey sky and the empty house. That doing this on my own again is just for today.
*Snow Patrol. Chasing Cars